recovering from breakup

I will share my own story...

my first boyfriend..for me he's truly amazing truly..he's cute,sweet and very passionate..

sometimes I wonder does he really love me??or just because Im a nurse, rich etc.

I discovered there's a period of time that I have to move away from him set my goals...

set my future..I discovered he started t be very unfaithful to me and all he did was lying behind my back...

my real second boyfriend which is the father my unborn child Summer Angeline, this was WHOLE different story...

I was like He rocked my world, dnt ever let go of him

I don't want to loose him,and you know what happen???

I don't know myself anymore..I'm losing my identity

my family dnt know me anymore, my TRUE friends telling me I don't have enough time to bond with them..

Then Summer came, little did I know, the dad don't want me or her in his life..

my LIFE stop..

I can't even breathe ...I was like pleading for air
running out of blood...
quenching for water to support me


He's telling me he LOVE his ex-gf...

well he's a FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!


we enjoyed every moment making love etc. , whispering words of " i love you baby" while doing it..hahahahaha!!

such a DOG!!!

I've realize maybe he's right he truly love the girl , so much he doesn't even want me to speak to her, he doesn't the girl to get hurt,

kahit na sinasabi nya na lam nun Girl na may relationship pa kami that time...

but I can't really seem to know if he LOVED me...

cause ' I've asked him..

"mahal mo pa ako" he can't even breathe or even look at me , when I asked him...

I just saw a pain in his eyes a tear ran down on his left eye...


was that a sign that he loves me too... I don't really know but that moment will remain in my heart, he and Summer will be a learning Journey part of my life ....

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I will see someone who's gonna better , treat me right and will turn my life into goodness...

My friends are right i'm inlove with LOVE...

the concept of it itself...

I'm not going to be cynical about it but I have to be careful with myself...

warrior

I had a beautiful dream... again I was an angel able to fly away with my insecurities,pains,worries in life.
new chapter...
I have a guy admirer,usually i fight with villains in my angel warrior..
These dreams by HEART would be a nic e background while flying and that guy his face really stuck in my mind..gosh i have to google search him...

my oh my as in...I really can't help it...
I have to find him really badly...

loving my artistry

this may look simple but for me this pictures looks enchanting..

sorry na lng this is one my passion..

my mom is used to be the photographer in our family...

now it's my turn..