handweaved

"I have loved you in silence"

Whenevr I looked at youI feel sudden sadness

beacause i knew you are someone

Who could never be mine

maybe you have noticed the sudden changes I am having lately

I just couldnt handle it anymore

I can't go on pretending

I hate myself for not being able to admit

I am too afraid of the consequencesthat are bound to happen

Your smile keep on haunting me

my mind is telling me to forget you...But how?

For long I have loved in silence

I tried to show it

Hoping that you'll soon seethe feelings that I hide

Yet..you are so blind

Or maybe you're just not ready

For something like this

Or maybe you are waiting for my move

A move that might never happen

The distance between us is gettin' bigger

I couldn't do anything but

To admire from a distance

I know whatever happens You and I will remain as a dream

Only in my dreams I can hold you'

Only there I can tell you are mine

But when the dream is finally over

Reality creeps through my heart and says you're someone who could never be mine.

*fave poems*bear with it...